Saturday, August 25, 2007

"i wanna go home!"

you know that feeling when you just want whatever it is you're doing or going through to end, to be done?
i hate that feeling.
that means that something in life is at the moment swallowing-whole our perspective on things.
sometimes we are able to shrug our shoulders and move on.
other times we fall on our backs kicking and screaming and carrying on wanting nothing but our way and we're not gonna stop kicking and screaming and carrying on until we get it.
our way.
what is our way?
is it what we want?
we think we know best?
"you're an idot... no, you're an idot... no, i'm pretty sure you're an idiot... ok, yeah, well, it takes one to no one {sticks out tongue} yeah, well, you're a bigger one... no, you're a bigger one..."
petty.
or, maybe we find it easier to mock, degrade, and deface the things that could very well have a chance at being right but don't benefit us directly (better said, now) or could be related to a previous negative experience or could break tradition or fill in the blank with why you disagree with something. 
and though, we may not be able to supply our own replacement for that stance or what have you, we can point out ten or more things why that one good thing isn't.
funny.
"i'm pretty sure i'm right and you're wrong and there's nothing either of us can do to change it. sucks to your ass-mar!"
yes i am well read.
actually, i don't think i ever finished that book (or any other for that many of the hundreds i've started).
i think i have problems with resolutions...*


tomorrow i'm going to have coffee with another old friend.
can't wait.






*don't get me wrong. i can't wait for Jesus to come back and clean this place up for GOD to move into but is that an ending? yes and no. yes in the sense that everything we know will be rebuilt, improved upon, made complete or be completely annihilated, removed, destroyed -- no in the sense that it's really the last step before the the top of the stairs that humanity has been climbing since there ever was a humanity. insert verse about us worshiping GOD forever and ever and ever and ever...

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